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No fearThere you stand. Nice and tall.  Brown hair, with blond highlights.  Green eyes, pale skin. Well done bit of  make-up. Wonderful sense of style.  How can you stand this pain? I know  you can feel it. I see it, your eyes give it away.  
 
The way you smile. Makes me smile slightly  to myself. I know your okay right now. Not pain.  No hurt. No tears. Your voice is so familiar, sometimes  I still hear it in my head. Like a broken record.   
The way you look at me that day. Told me you were  just trying to get threw with a smile. Not trying to  
worry us. I knew what you were d No fear
by ~XDeidaraTobiX
SmileP: "Smile, kiddo. It'll make you  feel better. Come one  lets see that smile, now."  "*trys to smile*"  "Hahahaha, good enough squirt."   
K: "Wanna talk? Come sit down."  "Er..do I have too?"  "Yup,...now what's the matter, little one."   
H: "Hey heads up, shoot the ball...NOW!"  "....That was a close call. Thanks."  "Yup, anytime. You know sports are my thing."   
Where'd you go? Why'd you leave? Was  it my fault? I wish you were still here I miss you  guys. Konan? Pein? Hero? Where'd you guys go?  Maybe I'm just insane...maybe it was just me making   Smile
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Her eyesHer eyes so bright. So lively. So much meaning  behind them, from what I can see. Maybe it's just  me. But her eyes I can't resist looking into them.   
They seem so deep, like an ocean. Those deep  green blue eyes with a black ring around them.  So beautiful, sometimes I find it hard to pull away  from looking into your eyes.   
Your smile, so sweet. Your voice, just as wonderful.  I love hearing your voice everyday. I love seeing you.  The way you hug me makes me feel better even when  I don't know I'm sad. You always know what to say.   
The way you talk to me. With a wi Her eyes
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Your eyesYour eyes used to say so much. Used to  be the brightest I'd ever seen. But now  there just deep just normal eyes. With  no meaning, no real depth or emotion.   
The way you look at me, it's like a smiles  there but fades. True be told I don't love you.  Not anymore, I wouldn't dare tell you, because  I know the pain that you'd be put through.   
Unbearable pain, knowing I don't love you.  Probably worse then the pain you bestooded  upon me. Long ago, I try to keep you out of my  thoughts because all it does is bring back bad  memories.  
 
Now that I don't love y Your eyes
by ~XDeidaraTobiX
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Bye guys *wave*

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 4:01 PM
So guys I've been sick the past couple of days with the flu, luckly it wasn't to bad...but that's not why I'm writing right now.

I am here to say 1. I'm sorry. and 2. Good-bye
So first off I'm sorry to many people here on dA I WOULD address them all by name..but I don't think that's appropriate. So what I'd like to say to get to the point is I'm sorry. For everything. For causing a lot of the shit that's happened lately, I know none of you will believe me. That's fine, I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so melodramatic. For being an idiot, for saying shit. For acting like none of you mattered. And I'm sorry you all ever met me. I'm sorry I got you all mixed into this shit. I'm sorry guys.

Now I'd like to say good-bye to everyone here that's followed me on dA. I thank all of you for everything you've done. Thank you for commenting, favoriting, supporting me, ect. Thank you. I don't think I should continue with this account any further. Please do not by any cost don't say anything like "Don't leave" or anything like that. You'll only make this more stressful. Thank you all for everything. I hope that one day I can return to dA but in a different person. Different account. But thank you everyone, even to the people who hate me, even to the people who've put up with my shit. Thank you everyone.
And good-bye.
:salute:

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  • Listening to: I want you back-Jackson 5 (cover-Katbadar)
  • Reading: whatever it is that I'm typing
  • Watching: youtube-I want you back cover video
  • Playing: the game of life ...literally
  • Eating: not hungry...yet
  • Drinking: my spit

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  • Current Residence: So in the Rainbow that any more in it and i'd be spitting up skittels. lol jk
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  • Print preference: HP Officejet 7410?
  • Interests: Gameing, drawing, music,Sleeping, hanging out, Tae Kwon Do, and other shit.
  • Favourite movie: Gen-x-cops, Naruto the movie (all of them),ect.
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI,MSI, The police, MCHR,M2M,Papa Roach, just about every japaness, ect.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, meatle, 80's, more shit
  • Favourite artist: Nii-san, Jessica, Jennifer, Crystal, Pacaso, ect.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edger Alen Poe, shakespeare, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
  • Favourite photographer: Nii-san, and people on DA, and I suppose myself?
  • Favourite style of art: photoagraphy
  • Operating System: Computer?
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Shuffle, PSP
  • Shell of choice: Uh...a Knights armor?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Deidara, anything anime, or one of my favorite bands
  • Skin of choice: Racist much
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero 1,2,3,80's, Arosmith, DDR,Soul Cralaber, street fighters, Naruto,driving games, Hal
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2,PSP, DS, Nintindo 64, Gameboy color, Wii, Xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Deidara and Tobi
  • Personal Quote: "Arts a bang,un!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Art stuff like:Pastel,Water colors (good kind), Special Paper,Makers,Pencils,ect.

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~alwayswishing 3 days 11 hours ago
thank you for adding my poem to your favs. :)
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~XDeidaraTobiX 3 days 11 hours ago
welcome

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I can't love you.
But I can't hate you.
I can't do either because,
I simply feel nothing for you.
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"My name's Jake like a deck of cards you can call me Jake or, you can just go Jack-off." ~Gen-X-Cops, Jake
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~BlazikenOwns Oct 14, 2009, 4:02:48 AM
Hey, thank you for the favorites on both A Capella and Tuesday!

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I'm walking to the surface,:blahblah: . Collapse. I'm drinking too much :blahblah: . Fallout. I'm feeling really :blahblah: , I want to :blahblah: And in the end it means :blahblah: The end. (Rock It, Gorillaz.)
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~XDeidaraTobiX Oct 14, 2009, 3:15:04 PM
Your welcome.

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Why the fuck should I care? I don't care.
Why should I care about you? I hate you, live with it.
I don't see why I even bothered with you.
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~ToxicPerfume Oct 7, 2009, 3:22:29 PM
RIGHT A POEM ABOOT ME
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~XDeidaraTobiX Oct 7, 2009, 3:35:48 PM
Okay okay..geez calm the head down. I just need to think of something to write about you first okay?

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They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
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~XDeidaraTobiX Oct 7, 2009, 4:21:20 PM
I'm sorry if it's crappy to you. I think it wasn't as good as it could have been . I'll make another one if an idea crosses my mind. Okay? I just kinda did it based of a bit of events that crossed my mind and a picture of you which I got off your page. So yeah...

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They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
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~ToxicPerfume Oct 7, 2009, 3:49:13 PM
Wait.. "calm the head down" lolwhut beja
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~ninjapuffin Sep 30, 2009, 4:49:26 PM
Hey, do you know why Odessey was crying today?? :worry:

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For realsies, babe.
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