P: "Smile, kiddo. It'll make you
feel better. Come one
lets see that smile, now."
"*trys to smile*"
"Hahahaha, good enough squirt."

K: "Wanna talk? Come sit down."
"Er..do I have too?"
"Yup,...now what's the matter, little one."

H: "Hey heads up, shoot the ball...NOW!"
"....That was a close call. Thanks."
"Yup, anytime. You know sports are my thing."

Where'd you go? Why'd you leave? Was
it my fault? I wish you were still here I miss you
guys. Konan? Pein? Hero? Where'd you guys go?
Maybe I'm just insane...maybe it was just me making
up some imaginary friend to make myself sound less
insane. Maybe I am insane...I can't tell anymore. Not enough
feeling to tell now a days.

What do I feel when she holds me in her arms? Nothing, I've
been shut off from feelings others then fake smiles, anger, sad-
ness and depression. Oh and of course how could I forget parinoia,
anixety and stress. What to do now? Run away again?

Fear it's consuming me again? What now, I'm alone again.
Where is everyone? "No one's here to save you now." A
voice that's unfamiliar to me speaks from the back of my mind.
Now what am I supposed to do. Am I supposed to sit in this dark,
cold corner alone. Who knows how long it'll last this time.

"Hello? Can anyone hear me?" Silence. It's ear pericing. I can't
take it someone come find me already...please? Someone? Anyone.
Nothing, all alone. It hasn't been this bad...ever as far as I can remember.
I feel so lonely. I guess the only thing to do to make sure I don't cry
is run. Run toward the light, before all of the black consumes it.

I won't let them fall from my eyes again. I don't think they know what
pain I'm in. Broken smile, fake laughs. Broken heart, Broken me. I'm
in peices like a 10,000 peice puzzle. Who'll have enough paticence to
put it all together, WILL anyone have enough paticence? It's getting
closer, it's almost complete and uter darkness. Run faster, keep running
faster maybe you'll reach the light before the darkness swolles it.