Your eyes used to say so much. Used to
be the brightest I'd ever seen. But now
there just deep just normal eyes. With
no meaning, no real depth or emotion.
The way you look at me, it's like a smiles
there but fades. True be told I don't love you.
Not anymore, I wouldn't dare tell you, because
I know the pain that you'd be put through.
Unbearable pain, knowing I don't love you.
Probably worse then the pain you bestooded
upon me. Long ago, I try to keep you out of my
thoughts because all it does is bring back bad
memories.
Now that I don't love you anymore, I can finally
remember what it feels like to just feel nutural
toward you. I haven't felt that for 2 and 1/2 years.
Unbearable to stand that kind of pain.
Everytime you look at me, it's like your speaking
with your eyes. Wanting to say something to me.
But not being able to, like a silent movie. But without
the words. Just silence, nothing more.
I wish you had never "loved" me. We both
knew this would happen, to akward to be
friends. I'm too busy trying to get someones attention.
I don't see you, you don't see me. But sometimes it seems
like your looking at me during Gym. Probably my imagination.
I don't want to hurt you like you hurt me. So I'll
keep quite, with broken promises, and a mending
heart. All thanks to her coming into my life. If It wasn't
for them and her, I'd be sliting my wrists letting blood
gush out until I pass out.
Your eyes, say so much. But you say nothing at all.
Like your broken but not even the slightest crack
shows. Your eyes used to seem so deep with so much
meaning but now they say nothing but "pain."














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Now you know -snap-
--
In my pants.
--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
--
In my pants.
--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
--
In my pants.
--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
--
In my pants.
--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
--
In my pants.
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