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Your eyes used to say so much. Used to
be the brightest I'd ever seen. But now
there just deep just normal eyes. With
no meaning, no real depth or emotion.

The way you look at me, it's like a smiles
there but fades. True be told I don't love you.
Not anymore, I wouldn't dare tell you, because
I know the pain that you'd be put through.

Unbearable pain, knowing I don't love you.
Probably worse then the pain you bestooded
upon me. Long ago, I try to keep you out of my
thoughts because all it does is bring back bad
memories.

Now that I don't love you anymore, I can finally
remember what it feels like to just feel nutural
toward you. I haven't felt that for 2 and 1/2 years.
Unbearable to stand that kind of pain.

Everytime you look at me, it's like your speaking
with your eyes. Wanting to say something to me.
But not being able to, like a silent movie. But without
the words. Just silence, nothing more.

I wish you had never "loved" me. We both
knew this would happen, to akward to be
friends. I'm too busy trying to get someones attention.
I don't see you, you don't see me. But sometimes it seems
like your looking at me during Gym. Probably my imagination.

I don't want to hurt you like you hurt me. So I'll
keep quite, with broken promises, and a mending
heart. All thanks to her coming into my life. If It wasn't
for them and her, I'd be sliting my wrists letting blood
gush out until I pass out.

Your eyes, say so much. But you say nothing at all.
Like your broken but not even the slightest crack
shows. Your eyes used to seem so deep with so much
meaning but now they say nothing but "pain."
:iconxdeidaratobix:

Author's Comments

Eh...I looked into her eyes for the first time in a long time when I walked by her in the Library. She was sitting down reading and Daniel poked her to say hi. I slightly smiled and as she waved to him, she kept her eyes locked on mine. They screamed "PAIN!" They used to seem a lot brighter a lot deeper like they had more meaning or something. But now there just so dull, with what looks like pain. Like she's trying to say something with her eyes, but I just can't make it out. I don't even talk to her. Kinda a good thing I guess.

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:iconihippocon:
I see pain in someone-who-I-kneed-in-the-face's eyes.
Now you know -snap-


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In my pants.
:iconxdeidaratobix:
XD I still love you for that.

--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
:iconihippocon:
when I did it you should have seen my face.

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In my pants.
:iconxdeidaratobix:
Was it like -suprise face in dollar store-?

--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
:iconihippocon:
No it was like HOLYSHITDIDTHATHAPPENOMGOMGOMGOMGRUN

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In my pants.
:iconxdeidaratobix:
Oh I'm so sad I wasn't there to see that.

--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
:iconihippocon:
It was by your locker you would have seen it

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In my pants.
:iconxdeidaratobix:
I know, he's like two lockers away to the left. Too bad my dad took forever to get dressed an everything.

--
They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
:iconihippocon:
if you did then you would make bella surprised face in dollar store.

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In my pants.

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