So guys it's been quite some time since I've updated my journal...Um so yeah I just wanted to say I'm still alive. I didn't die or anything, I just didn't want to write anything for awhile so, yeah.

Also I wanted to say Happy Holidays! I hope you guys are having fun or doing something nice for the holidays. I'd like to know what you guys are all up too now a days. So I don't know if I'll be able to go on dA on New Years eve so um..I hope you guys have a good new year, stay cool.
Eat your fruit, don't die, stay health...and I hope to talk to you all soon.

Oh! And for those of you going somewhere I'd like to hear about it. And when you come back I'd love to hear about your trip. Have a fun/ safe trip.

Jennifer, have fun in Vegas. Take pictures fool. And whatever you do...don't let your camera out of your sight. And becareful with the burrito monster I heard he's been terrorising Vegas for quite some time now. So be on the look out.

OH! I ALMOST FORGOT....IT'S CELEST'S B-DAY!!! SHE'S 5 TODAY! (Celest is my doggy guys...she's super cool 'cause she can rolf her tail and catch food in the air)
Happy Holidays once again.

So I know I told you guys I was gonna leave forever but I change my mind I'll keep this account I just wont't post anything on here maybe a journal or two every once and awhile. But I have a new account and I've got everything from here on there. I'll use that account to post new stuff. I'm only staying because a problem has risen and i'm concerned about someone I care for. Plus I don't wanna delete a bunch of stuff and what not. And I have like 223456578 favs on here and it would have been a waste to just delete this account and not ever find all of them again.

So I'm come on every once and awhile to check up on everyone. And so yeah. If you want my new account...just ask and yeah that's it...bye guys.

So guys I've been sick the past couple of days with the flu, luckly it wasn't to bad...but that's not why I'm writing right now.

I am here to say 1. I'm sorry. and 2. Good-bye
So first off I'm sorry to many people here on dA I WOULD address them all by name..but I don't think that's appropriate. So what I'd like to say to get to the point is I'm sorry. For everything. For causing a lot of the shit that's happened lately, I know none of you will believe me. That's fine, I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so melodramatic. For being an idiot, for saying shit. For acting like none of you mattered. And I'm sorry you all ever met me. I'm sorry I got you all mixed into this shit. I'm sorry guys.

Now I'd like to say good-bye to everyone here that's followed me on dA. I thank all of you for everything you've done. Thank you for commenting, favoriting, supporting me, ect. Thank you. I don't think I should continue with this account any further. Please do not by any cost don't say anything like "Don't leave" or anything like that. You'll only make this more stressful. Thank you all for everything. I hope that one day I can return to dA but in a different person. Different account. But thank you everyone, even to the people who hate me, even to the people who've put up with my shit. Thank you everyone.
And good-bye.

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived