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So I did this for nothing?? '~' "

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 5:47 PM
So today...I dressed up all nice, because I apperently mixed up the dates for the stupid presentation of my Spanish project....so I had/have on like a layer or two of white shirts, (cuz one was see threw then I put on another one and the same thing and so on. Black jeans, my Z-straps...the yellow ones cuz it was a b-day meaning P.E. and I had on a tie for a bit. I looked rediculous. And so I was all dressed up to find out that my project is due on Friday... -.-"

So anyway...have any of you ever liked someone or do like someone and they like you back or whatever.
And when you got sick you wondered "Do they notice? Do they even care?"
Then you miss a day or two or even longer from school.
And your wondering "Are they wondering where I am? Are they thinking of me?" Or do you dream of them and in your dream your able to say
"I like/love you."
And then when you wake up you wonder if they had the same dream or something an wonder if they were wondering the same thing?
Ever wonderder while your day dreaming of them.
"Are they doing the same thing?"
When your distracted their on your mind and you think.
"Do they think of me like this?"
And then you do everything you can do get their attention..but they just want really nothing but to be friends because they like someone else IF its a one-sided thing.
But if it's a thing on both ways you do everything you can to STILL get their attention. Try to impress them, show off whatever it takes to have them be ONLY set on you and no one else.
If your a relationship do you ever become parinoid? About are they cheating on? Do they really like/love me? What they're just liying to me? What am I gonna do if they dump me?, ect.
I was just wondering if anyone felt any of this stuff...don't ask.
There MIGHT be a story behind this.

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Bowling For Soup- High School Never Ends
  • Reading: everything I type
  • Watching: myself go insane on the inside, say nothing out
  • Playing: Why can't just life be an easier game to play
  • Eating: ...I'm hungry...but I don't wanna eat
  • Drinking: spit

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:iconbloody-white-rose786:
Ha, I remember those obnoxious feelings. They still come back, but I really try not to stress. I know I'm going to end up alone anyway, so what does it matter how hurt I get?

Has anything been happening lately honey?

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:iconp1x1eknight:
Pfffft. Those days are over. I don't care if they like me back or not anymore.

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How can I be the good friend, when YOU don't try to be a good friend. Don't ask me for something that you can't offer back.
-Life.
:iconxdeidaratobix:
Oh I see. Do you still like ther person or not anymore?

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They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
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My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
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:iconp1x1eknight:
No. I hate him now. He turned into a Big Fat Jerk. I like nice guys

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How can I be the good friend, when YOU don't try to be a good friend. Don't ask me for something that you can't offer back.
-Life.
:iconbloody-white-rose786:
They aren't stupid questions, hun. They make sense. And it's okay to care. Finding me and Rico? For what?

What's been going on? If you don't mind my asking.

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Love Is Love
♂ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♀ + ♂ = ♥
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:iconxdeidaratobix:
Oh yeah he did sorta. Like in english class he KNOWS I'm always alone when Ms. Martin is like "okay guys finda partener." I'm ALWAYS alone. And he's like "hey Tyler let's be partener...scott you can join our group." And I just sit there. He never ever asks if I wanna join. And then he acts like I'm he's buddy in the library.

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They say you can find a hero in everyone.
But it's not true, you're lucky if you find one.
But I was more then lucky, I found my heros.
My friends who stuck by me, through thick and
thin. They all cluster together to make a family.
My family.
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